I've been a bad girl today. That's all I'm going to say. Things will change from tomorrow onwards. Just let me dream about all my happy memories and let me have the strength to face my fears tomorrow. I'm stoned out, blanked out, wiped out of emotions. I feel no tears welling up inside me anymore. I feel nothing inside me, my heart has been iced from finding out something I should not have found out. I'm always the last to find out about things. Ironic how I'm listening to Happy Days because there'll be no more happy days for me. I'm told to treasure what I have, but can I bring myself to do that? Knowing that I'm hurting her? I want to give up, let everything go, live life like there's no tomorrow. Nothing I can do, nothing I can say, nothing I can even dream can change this current situation.
Have you heard of this song? Big girls dont cry?
Perhaps now I'm really a big girl now.
I've no more tears.
-ThE EnD-
Jessica . 20 . 20th of November . Scorpio . Uni of Queensland . In love?
Wanna do :: Have a Great Summer Holiday
Reading: Always the Bridesmaid
Watching: The OC, Queer Eye for the Straight Guy, Sex and the City , Law and Order SVU, Amazing Race
Obssession: Losing weight
Wishlist: An IPOD. A trip to London. A new better laptop. NECe616V
In my discman: some CD I burned from James.
Only: days till I start work!
Feeling:
mAiL me!
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